If only causality can give me a break...........

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He looked up at the grey-clouded sky.There was no hope.
This world of self-righteousnessself-indulgence...
He did not belong here.....
He sighed and looked at the ill-trodden ground.
Why did it matter?What was the point in all this?
He couldn't find it.
There was no light anywhere..................
Only if there was something in this world that mattered...
Nothing worked in this world..
Rationales... logic... they were all hypocrites...
All false, all dumb, all nothing
What only controls this world is luck and chance.
You cant control who you are, how your genes are made...
You cannot deny your stars.
We were all born this way..............
Some born to be this.... some to be that.......................
All a predefined bunch of garble.................... one can smirk at stuff like logic .. causality.. etc etc..................
For we have no control, really.. we only have the faintest illusion of it...
This world was meant to be like this...... everything planned beforehand.......................................
We may have self-righteous indulgences of "individuality"; illusions of "free will"...............................
But really we are overcome overwhelmingly by external forces................... and some forces that were put in place before we were even conceived........
Really we are all mindless cogs in a stupid machine............................
You cant deny the stars...
We are born to be who we are...
To live being us, to die being us.......................................................

Although our greatest desire is to step out of oneself....... forget oneself as they are..............................
And become, live a different person..................................
The stars were not defined like that....................................
We have to be one, one and only one person........................................................................
And we can't
We can't
Change who we are..

It's predefined.............

Don't you feel your powerlessness moving in?

Individuals are nothing in this world.........


It's only an illusion.... although some people may die for this illusion..... in the end that's all it is... really.... an illusion..

Only if people realised they are only but the smallest, the most tiny, components of one large machine..............................

THEY DONT MATTER
THAT'S THE REALITY...
WHO CARES IF THEY EXIST OR NOT
IT'S JUST ANOTHER STUPID PERSON IN 6 BILLION
THERE EXISTENCE CAN BE EASILY FORGOTTEN

Everyone's so self-contrived about themself, thinking themself so self-important............
When really they're not...........................................

We are born, live our stupid predefined fate, then die.
What true joy can possibly in that? What true happiness? .................... what point?

It's all a machine, it's all a machine..................... our life is a machine.........
everyday we are 'processeed' etc etc

Everyone may think they're special but how can anyone be special if they're all special?
The most easy answer is THEY'RE NOT.
THEY WERE BORN TO BE ORDINARY, TO BE 'PROCESSED' IN THIS MACHINE WE LIVE IN, AND THEN DIE HAVING LED YOUR "AVERAGE" LIFE.....

That's what I mean
There's no point in this world.....
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But on the other hand..If you could have someone, even just one person,Who thinks you are special, unique..Isn't that enough?Does it matter if it is all an illusion?As long as you can continue to believe it is not?
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......................if only there could be more romance in this world........
Rather than it being a meaningless wasteland it is.......................................
It's so gay................



So bloody empty, devoid of anything worthwhile............................................


so empty, empty, empty, empty, empty, empty, empty, empty, empty..........

All the crap in this silly world might as well not exist............................. for they're meaningless to the extreme.......

I hate this world and its freaking gayness
stereotyping...........................................................................................................
self-contrived bullshit...............












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