Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Why should they care

An Essay of A Troubled Mind - Part II 12-4-05
Nothing better to do........
The collapsing pillars of my life.
Forgery. Lies. Deceit. Hypocricy.
Ignorance.
The wheels.. the cogs of my life.. are failing.......
No longer is there integrity.. perfectness..
Shame. Despair. Loneliness. Hopeless.
My life is no longer worthy
I hold nothing truthful
There is no meaning.. no point.. in me being alive
No one cares.. no one bothers.. I'm just doing my own thing.......
I'm living in a world of my own...
and why should they care anyway about a wretch like me